Pentecost 3 – Narrative Lectionary Summer Series
June 30, 2019
Redeemer, Good Thunder, MN
Psalm 27
In March of 2000, after serving in Central Illinois for four years, I began a call to Central Lutheran Church in Winona, Minnesota. We were excited to be closer to our families and for the opportunities Winona would provide us. Even so, it was a time of disorientation for us. The housing market was very tight, so it took a while to buy a house. Furthermore, we agreed that Cindy and the girls would finish out the school year in Illinois, meaning we were apart for several months. With the separation, our family dynamics shifted and the house buying process created even more anxiety. Sometime during this period, Psalm 27 became very important to me, especially verses 13-14:
“I believe that I shall see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.
Wait for the Lord; be strong, let your heart take courage; wait for the Lord.”
One thing I appreciate about the Bible is that it is honest about our human condition, often brutally so. The psalms are no exception. They are very clear that life in our world is not safe at all. The old film actress, Bette Davis, famously said: “Old age ain’t no place for sissies.” The psalmist might add that “Life in general ain’t no place for sissies. There’s a lot to be afraid of in this world: hunger, cancer, Alzheimer’s, climate change, crime, drugs, the sudden death of a loved one, etc. Added to all of these and more is a government that seems incapable of putting aside partisanship to address the problems of our day and media that ramps up the vitriol at the drop of a Facebook or Twitter post.
Not much has changed since the psalmist’s days, especially fear of humiliation and disgrace. As a child, we experienced bullying, though it wasn’t called that. In some ways, it was given that someone would call you names and try to push you around. But, in response to the name-calling we’d chant, “Sticks and stones may break our bones, but names will never hurt us.” Of course, it was a brave, if not futile attempt to deflect the shame we felt; being called a name really did hurt. Several years ago we took a trip to Orlando that included attending a mystery dinner theater. We were very excited because we love mysteries, theater and eating. But my experience was crushed when, in response to some of my queries one of the actors looked at me and placed on “L” on his forehead with his thumb and forefinger. This, of course, was the sign for “Loser.” He was trying to be funny, but I left shamed and humiliated, something I still feel to this day.
In the midst of this kind of shameful experience, how can the psalmist sing songs of trust? The psalmist can do so because this isn’t the first time s/he has called to the Lord for help. The psalmist has weathered previous crises by calling to the Lord and having been answered by the Lord. When we go through crises we learn to trust that God will answer our call for help. In the midst of our move almost twenty years ago, I was able to hang in there because I knew God was going to hang in there with me. And as I reflect on the name-calling, I remember that I am a baptized child of God; I know I am not a “Loser.”
What are you afraid of today? What is causing you disorientation in your life right now? Can you remember a time when something similar happened and how God got you through it? If so, draw on the strength of that experience that God will get you through this again. If not, know that you are surrounded by people who are living testimonies to God’s faithfulness to us. For all of us, let us remember these words and commit them to our hearts:
“The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? …
I believe that I shall see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.
Wait for the Lord; be strong, let your heart take courage; wait for the Lord.”
Amen.